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    Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
    11:30 am
    Le Sigh
    Brian Brain Brain.

    What more can I say.
    You make my heart go pitter patter
    Can you tell I'm such a little girl?
    That doesn't matter, I want you in a womanly way...
    ...doesn't that count for something?
    Tee Hee. I'm hot for teacher!

    Current Mood: flirty
    Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
    1:47 am
    fuck the nay-sayers, Oprah kicks ass
    I just thought i'd muse on how much I like Oprah. regardless of what some people may think, Oprah is an amazing woman. Here are some fun Oprah facts!

    She is permanently withdrawing her name from Daytime Emmy Award consideration because she was awarded the Lifetime Achievement in 1998. "...after you've achieved it for a lifetime, what else is there?"

    Ranked #1 in Entertainment Weekly's 1998 list of the most powerful people in industry, but dropped to #6 in 1999 list. Still, the only performer ranked that high, as well as the only woman, and certainly the only African-American.

    Is the first woman in history to own and produce her own talk show

    Was instrumental in the passage of the Oprah Bill, in the early 1990s. The bill was signed into law by President Clinton, and is aimed at stopping child abuse.

    Raised in abject poverty, she received her first pair of shoes in 1959 at age 6.

    She learned to read at age 2½. In fact, when it was time for her to start kindergarten, she wrote a note to her teacher insisting she should be in first grade. The teacher agreed and after finishing that grade she was then skipped to third grade.
    Febuary 2003- She is added to Forbes Billionare list, making her the first African American woman to do so.
    1:10 am
    Richmond, Eternal Sunshine, Reproductive Rights ect ect ect
    So Just got done with Spring break which was pretty fun. I went home to Richmond to chill with the rents. Also I had a birthday and am sad to say that I am STILL Ipod-less :(
    While on break, Ryan and Shawn came to visit and we just chilled in Va and went to see The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind. I'm sure Shawn (boringramblings) is gonna have a review posted soon so be sure to check it out. This movie was in short the cinematic equivelent of have an orgasm. There was a point when I was actually tearing up because it was so well done. It was a total mindfuck, leaving you both satisfied and wanted more at the end. (sorry about all the sexual metaphors but it's all thats coming to mind right now)
    Anyway, it was such a great movie, the acting, the storyline, the music ( sad Beck=solid gold).
    A not so fun part of the break, my friend Kristen may or may not be inclined to never speak to me again, which would suck, considering how cool she is. So i hope thats not the case.
    Was anybody else alittle miffed by Curb Your Enthusiasm not being shown of HBO on Sunday? What gives?
    Today, in my dorm, while putting up flyers for reproductive rights via obtaining emergency contraception pills I ran into a particularly annoying girl from down the hall
    She: What are reproductive rights?
    Me: Well, as a woman it's the idea that you should be able to obtain contraceptive devices for your body as you see fit.
    She: What does that have to do with me? I mean other people decide that.
    Me: Well not neccesarily, thats why you gotta get involved to change that
    She: That sounds dumb because, I like, have a life and like to go out at night.
    Anywoo...
    This dames pretty out there, so I really hope she gets it together on the contraception situation...don't want her making little hers.
    Best thing I heard today-"you look like a beat poet"
    Worst thing I heard today-"We got a 72 on our paper...sweet!"
    Best momement-"Ven aqui, Malita" *jugar*
    Angriest moment-"That asshole stole one of my cherry cokes!"
    Quickest moment of forgivness-"I could never stay mad at you Shawn"
    Today's inspirtaional figure- Marie Curie
    worst distant memory- when a certian ex lover called me a stupid cunt over and over again
    best distant memory- a certain current lover asking sweetly permission before kissing/touching, me
    Best quote about her vagina from my mom - "sometimes things get alittle musty, and you need to air it out, like an old bathmat"

    I hope everyone has a great night!

    Current Mood: moody
    Sunday, March 14th, 2004
    2:14 pm
    I don't think I can properly describe it. I hadn't been home in months. Here I was at midnight on a dingey bus full of strangers going nowehre. We slide into a tunnel and it's completely dark. It becomes understood then by some unseen presence that this is like a precurser for something great, like the heavy tip of inertia on a roller coaster, just before the wonderous plundge downward-a heady sweet dance between curiousity and terror.
    Shrowded in the darkness of the tunnel, drowning in the thick silence dripping around, filling in cracks like syrup. We all know something beautiful is about to happen. The vasteness of the tunnel is a vaucum, it spits us out. We are hurteling beautifuly beautifuly beautifuly into the city: glittering and golden and full of everything that floods the mind when you hear the word 'wonder'.
    Collective gasps are a rare and incredible thing. There I was, being catapulted back into this city, the first place I would ever call my home. The city where my parents, liek moon-eyed children fell in love. The city where after my first prom, I experieneced my first hangover, stumbling home down Main Street, the blinking city being my only escort. This was the city I loved, and the city I had abandoned. And as cruel as I had been to it, still paraded itself in all it's beauty as my gift. I peered out as so many had before me and I was home. And I knew, that all of us, me , the toothless freckeled bus driver and that entire bus, in that moment, would live forever.

    Current Mood: creative
    Friday, March 12th, 2004
    3:13 am
    caaaant sleeeeep

    la-la-la-la!

    something I Like: When Ryan calls me Malita.
    something I don't like: Yeast infections.
    something I like: long, uninterrupted tracking shots
    something I don't like:backward hats
    something I like: single sex schools
    something I don't like:bullies
    something I like: candy
    something I don't like: girls who are mean to me
    something I like: gay marrige
    something I don't like:gay marrige bans
    something I like: girl bands
    something I don't like: clubbin'
    something I like: thunerstorms
    something I don't like:the smell in here
    something I like: iris in/iris out
    something I don't like: mennonites (just kidding)
    something I like: tap shoes
    something I don't like: acne, even though i'm a grown up
    something I like: love letters
    something I don't like: TyPiNg LiKe ThIs & g2g,ttyl,nm,ur,lol ect

    oKaY i'M oUt-
    g2g ttyl (lol)
    1:13 am
    Today i'm alittle bit sad because Ryan had to work extra special hard tonight to finish his art project so there was no time for hanging out. Also, I went to vinces because he was a sad cat--I'm always sad when my buddies are down :(
    Tommrorow should be really fun. I'm going to see Art Lord with Ryan Shawn and maybe vince! (I hope I don't see anyone that will make me sad at artlord)I'm alittle worried because that means i'll have to use my fake id. I'm always afraid someones gonna call me out on it but it hasn't happened yet so I guess I'm okay. Actually now I'm not very sad anymore, I'm thinking about Ryan, and Art Lord and I'm listening to Weezer...so now I'm getting really excited! :)
    Tom'rw is gonna be so much fun! I'm gonna party like it's my birthday...o ...wait it is!!!! hahahaha. I can't party too hard because I have to get up early on saturday to catch the bus back home to see mumsie and daddy.
    Soon me and ryan will be getting a bunny named Hopkins after the blues musician. (I'm calling him Hopykins for a nickname because it's cuter so boooooo on you shawn!)
    For a present, my friend got me the new Nellie McKay cd and it's soooo great! I have quite the girly crush on her. Everyone should listen to this Cd because it will make them very happy.
    Ren & Stimpy ---*THE CLASSIC ONE* is on Tv tonight so yay!!!!
    When I go home for break I get to see Whirly Girls which is a concert of bands who rock the house and have vaginas. Last year was really great because All Girl Summer Fun Band came and showed us all a thing or too about what it means to kick ass.
    Hmmm...what else can I add--
    oo! everybody has to go to the march for womens lives in april in washington DC. It's super important!
    Much Love to everyone!
    -Bridget

    Current Mood: ditzy
    Monday, March 1st, 2004
    9:10 pm
    good times
    Things have been going pretty steadily well. My friend Jayne had her baby, its a girl named Shayna, born a little early so it's really tiny, like a little elf.
    For lent, i'm giving up soda, cursing, missing class, and not studying. I'm also gonna try to call my mom more. So that should be good.
    Today I saw a very very very sad play about the holocaust. It made me cry. Then I kidnapped Ryan and forced him to hang out with me (at gun point) Tommorow, he's coming with me to the doctor then we're having lunch at Seshwan Garden....yay!!!!!

    This weekend was fun. I argued with a weirdo religious-fanatic chick and saw 21 grams....Sean Penn owns the acting world ( but so does Bill Murray...am I right Shawn?)
    Then, on saturday, I went to the store and cooked a pretty intense meal (for me anyway) for ryan and myself. It was really really fun. I made Spinach Cream Ravioli with bacon, cesar salad, and garlic bread with black forrest cake for dessert. yum. It was all pretty romantic....the candles, the wine, the billie holiday, the zach. HAHAHA. His buddy Zach came over and had food with us. His dog came too. (He only ate alittle lettuce but I don't think dogs like salad very much)
    I still have to speak to Rene for talking about me...she's stupid and fat.
    Anyway...
    Bye!!!
    PS- YAY for good weather!
    -Bridget
    Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
    3:45 am
    Giddy As A Schoolgirl...
    Ms. Hankey Pankey is pleased

    <3Bridget

    Current Mood: naughty
    3:08 am
    okay, so one of my friends who claimed he wouldn't read this anyway was unhappy that I used his real first name when referring to him on my LJ. As much as I'm opposed to the idea of censorship, in order to prevent further conflict , he will henceforth be known as Juan Valdez. I hope this will help.
    Sunday, February 15th, 2004
    10:47 pm
    I haven't updated in a while because I've been so busy with Vagina Mono's and school and whatnot but things are better now. Last night I went to ArtLord with shawn and ryan and had a lot of fun. Today it's raining and hailing and storming outside. It's weather like this that makes me wish I had someone to stay warm with, but maybe soon. Until then, I'll enjoy getting to have the whole bed to myself...mmmm. So yeah.
    Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
    2:43 am
    Yay For Ryan
    This journal entry is thanking Ryan ( Brainbutter) for inviting me to go with him to the Justin Bua presentation tonight.
    Justin Bua is an AMAZING artist who did the art for the Slum Village video Tainted, the Quad City DJS album, and a crapload of other stuff. He gave a great show and he's a vegan (which is even cooler, because that means that he's made all these accomplishments all while being constipated!) Anyway, he was great and you should all check it out at www.justinbua.com! So thanks Ryan!
    Also, Ryan carried me on his head totem pole style for like 10 minutes so I wouldn't get my giraffe slippers wet. So Yay for him!!!
    Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
    4:28 pm
    Yay! Biology class was canceled! I got there and there was a note on the door saying Class Cancled. Don't you just love that? It's like a snowday for college students :)
    My roomate's watching The Young and The Restless and they just mention something called "Newman Enterprises". I'm picturing Newman from Sienfeld owning some huge powerful company and taking over young&restless-land.

    "I've looked into his eyes, he's pure evil"-Jerry Sienfeld, on Newman.

    Also Mindy and Miriam , too superfun girls in my dorm asked me to go to Daytona with them for Spring Break. That would be fun! :)

    Yay!

    Current Mood: curious
    Sunday, February 1st, 2004
    10:01 pm
    So I had a chat with my cousin Noelee tonight. She's almost 12. It went like this:

    *fumbling to remove a tricky neckalce*
    Noelee-What was that noise?
    Me-I'm trying to take of a neckalce and it's kinda hard to do alone.
    Noelee- Why don't you have your boyfriend coem do it for you?
    Me-(laughing) Because I don't have a boyfriend.
    Noelee- if you had a boyfriend he could do it for you. Why don't you have a boyfriend?
    Me- Because I don't want a boyfriend.
    Noelee-Why do you want to be alone for the rest of your life?
    Me-I didn't say that
    Noelee-well if you don't want a boyfriend how are you going to get a husband?
    Me-Maybe I don't want a husband.
    Noelee-well why wouldn't you want a husband? don't you want to be happy?
    Me-I'm happy already.
    Noelee-How can you be happy without a boyfriend?
    Me-Do you have a boyfriend?
    Noelee- Yeah. Marc.
    Me-wait, you have a boyfriend?
    Noelee- of course.
    Me- But you're like 11.
    Noelee- Almost 12
    Me- you don't really need a boyfriend so young
    Noelee- but he makes me happy.
    Me-You were happy before him though right?
    Noelee- I can't remember.
    Me- Does Aunt Trina know you have a boyfriend?
    Noelee- yeah. she's happy about it.
    Me- well i guess that cool then.
    Noelee- So why don't you want a boyfriend?
    Me- Because I don't need one.
    Noelee- My sister says it's because you don't like boys.
    Me- what do you mean I don't like boys. I have plenty of friends that are boys. you know that.
    Noelee- no, Avery says you like girls.
    Me- what?
    Noelee- she says that you don't shave your armpits and that that's dirty and that you probably like girls.
    Me-I don't shave my armpits because it's stupid and I don't have the time.
    Noelee-I shave my legs.
    Me- your like 12, you don't have any hair.
    Noelee- but I need to learn for when I do.
    Me-I guess.
    Noelee- do you like girls?
    Me- I guess I like both. Is that okay with you?
    Noelee- I don't know. But you probably won't get a husband then.
    Me- I guess that's alright with me.
    Noelee-I want a husband.All the girls who are cool and on TV have husbands. Jessica Simpson wouldn't be on TV if she didn't have a husband. Girls don't get on tv unless they have husbands or something.
    Me- That's not true! what about Amelia Airheart. She was cool and didn't have a husband.
    Noelle- who's she?
    Me- You don't know who Amelia Airheart is?
    Noelee- No.
    Me- okay well then just trust me. she's cool.
    Noelee- I like Jessica Simpson. I want to be like her when I'm grown.
    Me- You mean a singer?
    Noelee- No, married, with a nice house and a nice car and a happy life with my husband. but maybe with kids. but i bet Jessica Simpson will have kids soon though.
    Me-her husbands not that nice. he yells at her alot.
    Noelee- so?
    Me- so i'm just saying. that doesn't sound very nice.
    Noelee- But they love each other.
    Me- I guess. so are you excited for your birthday?
    Noelee- yes. My moms getting me the grammy Cd and Avery is getting my underwere from American Eagle, and makeup.
    Me- that's nice.
    So that's basicly it. I couldn't belive it. I was so mad. This 12 year old girl is getting turned into a black barbie doll by her sister and mother. And apparently someone has been telling her "i like girls", Insane. I went right to the bathroom and shaved off all of my body hair. Yup. still feel the same. So good, it wasn't the armpit hair.I actually haven't been this hairless in a while. I feel like a 10 year old. Fucking Jessica Simpson! If i could shoot her in the face I think I would.I once watched her show and her husband Nick was at his other 98 degrees' members house. The other guy had a small ranch house and a ford exploror. Nick however has BMW's and a huge house and shit. So obviously he didn't make the money that finaced the big house, BMW's ect or else the rest of the 98 degrees clan would have the same endowments. So that leads me to belive that Jessica is making most of the money. Could that be why she is always acting dumb to counter the fact that she feels guilty for being the breadwinner in her faimly? is that why her husband can be so mean--because he feels bad for ot making as much money as his wife so needs to establish dominace over her in other ways to make up for the fact that monetarly he cannot? Hmmm. I don't know. Either way I hope they both die in a fire.
    -Bridget
    8:02 pm
    ***Boringramblings***
    This post is for shawn, my main man
    Dear Shawn,
    Happy Birthday. I'll never forget the day we first met. We were at a study session for the first exam in Dr. Lavinic's class. You= a short redheaded kid with glasses wearing a Simpsons tshirt. Me= a striking tall Black girl with crazy hair. Sparks flew from there, and even though you eventually got a B in that class when I got a C, I was yours from then on. We shared our opinions on everything from music to movies, and althought Madonna continues to kick ass, I respect your opinion anway.
    You where there when I first met JUAN VALDEZ.
    You where there when I first ate at Taco Bell.
    You drove me to my hair appointment and waited until it was over to pick me up.
    Someone thought you were my husband because I was wearing a diamond ring.
    (Although I'm waaaay too tall for you)
    Despite the fact that *Some* stupid squirl eating girls think you're "stuck up my ass" you are not.
    You have impeccable taste and recindled my forgtoten love for Cake.
    You claim to hate the 80's but love the talking heads.
    You talked me into getting a Live Journal and post on it frequently.
    You didn't make TOO much fun of me for thinking there was ghost busters 3.
    The Big Lebowski, Memento, The Royal Tennebaums, Big Fish, Secret Life of Dentists, Pieces OF April....the list of movies we've seen together could go on and on.
    In the words of your favorite performer and future lover Madonna "I was sad and blue but you made me feel all shiny and new..."
    I love ya kiddo. so everybody wish shawn- BORINGRAMBLINGS a happy 19th B_Day. Today he is a man :)

    Current Mood: amused
    4:17 am
    I LOVE LOVE LOVE it when I catch Blues Before Sunrise on NPR! The Strangest Blues segment rocks it so hard I could just cry. It feels like Howlin' Wolf is sitting on the floor of my dorm "blowin' and-a scratchin'". In the words of Waynes World "They Wail!"
    Saturday, January 31st, 2004
    3:13 pm
    I just woke up and it's like 3 pm. I was up reeeaaally late watching a Taxi marathon. I figured how often does one get to see a Taxi marathon AND the one was on when Latka makes the cookies with the pot in it. So i stayed up until 7 AM watching it. I guess I was wrong since theres another taxi-thon on this afternoon. Oh well.

    The shower and heat is out all over my dorm....so...yeah. I'm cold and stinky :-I

    My roomate is watching Grease and singing along...should I kill her?
    nahhhhh.

    <3 Bridget

    Current Mood: awake
    3:59 am
    Random Sleepy Thoughts
    Can't Sleep. Clown'll Eat Me.

    Lalalalala.

    Found a nifty quote: "All the male heros bowed their heads in submission"
    -The Trung Sisters

    Tommorow will be all about the studying.

    Conan comes on at 4 AM here. Deck-ness.
    ewww Jack Osbourne.

    How kickin' was googooloo earlier tonight. The drummer was so hardcore that he actually broke a drumstick. How super-genius was it of Ryan (brainbutter) to give me part of the broken stick.

    Think roomate is masturbating. Or at having a dream about doing so.

    Is it too late to change major to education?

    Vagina Monologues Practice tommorow...or later today.

    Dirty Jenga? Twister bedsheets? What?!?!

    I could go for some waffles...maybe IHOP tm'rw?

    How could Shawn(boringramblings) pronounce Hunky Dory -HANKEY dory...no respect for david bowie.

    He also says "scarletta jo-honson"...so go figure.

    I should be more "angsty". Are there many Catholic angsty chicks?
    ...maybe.

    I should read more.

    JUAN VALDEZ'S a dork. He's allergic to fun. if he's having fun, than theres nothing to complain about. so he must always be unhappy so he can always be complaining.

    dork.

    I'm hyper-pumped for Arrested Development this sunday. Way to make a show that *doesn't* suck fox :)

    "I buy all my cars at polic auctions"

    "Isn't that right Cactus chef playing 'we didn't start the fire' on a flute" - LOL

    eek. Having a crush on your professor can only lead to bad things.


    Well goodnight everybody!
    3:31 am
    A Very Special Update...
    If this were a show this would be "a very special episode". I'll try to make this to the point.
    -When I was a kid I was sexually abused
    -This was photographed.
    -I'm over it.
    -I was talking to JUAN VALDEZ about it and he said he "doesn't think possesion of child pornagraphy should be illegal"
    -I flip out.
    -He says "shut the fuck up"
    -He starts being an insensitive jerk.
    -I'm in shock. Can't belive he said/thinks that.
    -tell him, "if it were a picture of you or your sister, I think you would feel different"
    -He says he doesn't think he would care.
    -He says the person "doing the act should be arrested". (he uses the word act, as if it's like tending to a garden or something that one does mindlessly on a daily basis) The person "enjoying" the picture didn't do anything illegal.
    -he seems to think after the picture is taken and the abuse stops, it's over. That's untrue. It doesn't end there.
    -how could ownership of child porn not be illegal? Kids get turned into sex objects without their consent or sometimes even their knowlegde. Everytime someone looks at that picture ,it's not only condoning what happened, but reveling in it.
    So...
    This all leads me to wonder:
    -Does he relize that this is a picture of ME out there. Not some random person. At this very moment, someone could be looking at a disgusting picture of me.
    -Does he relize that as someone who "loves" me it really hurts to have someone tell me that. I've heard so many people tell me that nothing happened, or that i should get over, or that it's not illegal, or that I should just keep quiet, or that there's no proof, or whatever. Doesn't he think it might hurt to have him join that group of people when he supposedly loves me?

    More than anything it leads me to wonder as I have so many times before...

    ...WHAT WAS JUAN VALDEZ THINKING?!?!?!?!?
    Oh well. Hippie.
    Sunday, January 25th, 2004
    4:34 am
    Dear JUAN VALDEZ,

    When you hang up on me, I don't call you back.

    Love Always,
    Bridget
    Saturday, January 24th, 2004
    2:33 am
    Shawn

    looks like this


    <3

    Current Mood: completely spiffed out
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